I Just Can't Stop

Tiap tiap hari aku nanges. I just can't stop my tears away. I try really hard to stop it. But i can't. Mata aku ni aku rasa sikit hari lagi boleh buta asyik2 nanges ohh. Lembiknya laa aku ni. Org tu nak pegi Ipoh jee. Bukan Jepon ke , Korea ke Paris ke , London ke. Aku tak taw kenapa berat sgt hati aku na bg dia pegi sane. Aku rase mcm dia nak pegi jaoh jee. Jaoh sgt2. Japgy kol 10 dia nak bertolak dah. Aku pon nak bertolak jugak. Pegi Mid Valley. Serious aku rase malas sangat nak pegi. Tu lah tempat last kitorang dua jumpa. Too much of memories. Aku takot sgt aku nanges bila sampai sana. Jgn kata sampai sana lah. Silap silap keluar rumah dah nak nanges. Kat LRT nty tah mcm mane lah. Kat mid nty , lagi lahh. Dah laa nty kat sane semua berpartner. Aku sorang jee. And one more thing , aku takot nty dorang tanye pasal dia. Huu. Aku harap aku kuat utk mengadap semua2 ni nty. Aku harap sampai sana nty aku bole act like nothing's happen. And aku harap tak de sape pon yg prasan and tanya ' kau kenapa ? ' or ' what's wrong with you ? ' . And i hope that he'll be fine there and he won't forget me.

p/s : start from now on , aku dah tak nak menangis lagi . i really wish that i had enough strength to overcome all my problems , my sorrow. aku nak jadi seorang yg tabah ( =.=' boleh ke ?? ) and most important , aku dah tak nak menangis lg dah no matter what ( haha , yeah right ) . so God , please give me some strength. fuhhh , now i can sigh with relieve. hati aku dah ta berapa na berat dah bagi dia pegi. aku anggap ni dugaan dalam hubungan kitorang. tape. bak kata orang , jaoh di mata , dekat di hati. haha. aku taw dia sayang aku , and dia pon taw aku syg dia. haha. that's enough.